Do I know what can truly makes me happy?

I used to say “Hay Naku!” it means like asking, Why life is always like this?  Why life was sometimes cruel and most of the time uncooperative?  In life, it’s always a different scenario or a different meaning everyday. We easily forget the times that makes us feel good, the moments and feelings we don’t want to end. Often we find ourselves being consumed or eaten up by problems that we don’t even realize it’s just a part of living.

We heard and read a lot about how to make life easier, though the Bible says it all, is there an interest in our part to read and internalize the real message of it?  Then, we are still drowned in the waves of tests and trials, leading us to become a different person. It changes us on how to deal with life. It made us so indifferent, that we almost forget the real purpose of being in the realm of despair.  We may hurt ourselves or others, even both. Was it because we almost lose our faith? Or forget what we have learned from our past experiences?

Whatever events come in our lives, can you notice some sort of connections that binds everything leading us to the way of perfection? What seems to be a perfect life to us? Is there a perfect life? If I say yes, would you beg to disagree? Or try to figure it out?

Isn’t it a perfect life is simply knowing what we really want? Was it simply asking ourselves, "what can make me happy?" Is this happiness already felt before and we let ourselves travel back in time and be at the moment? Or travel in the future to still search for that moment? Or there is a deeper way of knowing what can truly make us happy? Could we simply based this on how it made us laughed?

Have you tried every opportunity that comes your way? Or just ignored it because of the fear of failure? Isn’t it so disgusting to have a lifetime of asking ourselves, what if I have done this or that? Or some kind of a nightmare that haunts us when all else fails?   Or just an escape to deny that we didn’t manage our life the way it can make us happy?

Does trying every opportunity can lead us knowing what we really want in our lives? Was this already planned? Have a better picture of how we wanted to see ourselves in the future? 

So many questions, but the answers are so few… 

NEVERTHELESS, WHAT CAN TRULY MAKES US HAPPY?